Males are dishonorable.

I honestly can say, I cannot stand males. They're pigs all of them, yes your boyfriends are pigs, my boyfriend is a pig. I don't understand why in some relationships guys have to sign up on dating sites, or some "sexy people" site. For instance, if your dating someone don't sign up on Adult Friend Finder your basically just asking for trouble.

For me, well, I'm very territorial. I don't want any sluts looking or even talking to my man, if he's dating me; he's mine. Sure, call me a bitch I don't care thats just how I am. I get jealous with absolutely everything that could possibly come to mind. I'll be in the mall with my boyfriend, and he can just look at another girl and I'll get pissed. He says the only reason I get jealous is because I can't accept how "beautiful" I really am. He's full of shit. He says I "compare myself to others". HA, no I just know for a fact that guys can't stand being in a relationship without thinking some girls are more gorgeous than their girlfriends. It's a proven fact.

It could also do with my lack of trust. Who, while dating someone for one year and three months, has lack of trust in their relationship? Apparently me. The Past is fucking up my Present and Future. It's starting to get old.

Next year is going to blow. Sure people can complain how much time I spend with my boyfriend, I don't care. Obviously I'm hanging out with him for a reason. Sorry if I don't hang out with whoever is concerned, not my fault. I guess it just comes with the relationship. I am very scared for college. Not the academics or anything, I'm fine with all that. I'm scared for my friendships and my relationship with my boyfriend. I just know he's going to find some older, more hot, more easy college whore to go to. He'd be pissed if he knew I was saying this, it always leads us into an arguement.

Thats another thing, we can't go ONE day without arguing. So I guess my temper is less than .002 seconds. I get mad at everything, but maybe I just get sick of stupid shit that stupid people say.

I have a headache.