These days.

People are too funny these days. I lift every monday, wednesday, and friday - with my partner. Well my partner texts me after school, she asks me for a ride, then I reply; saying yes, she's like "oh its fine my mom said she'd drop me off" and I'm like "uh ok", and she's like "yeah I'm not going I don't feel good". Wth? Whatever, everyone is hanging with really random people as well. Eh, I guess I just feel as if I am losing, or par say drifting apart, from a lot of people these days.

The majority, 97% of my friends, either smoke weed, pot, drink, binge, do anything related to that. I couldn't care to do that stuff in my life. I understand they think it's fun, some of them do it to numb their pain, there are so many better ways to have fun or help yourself in whatever your feeling. I just pray for them, they're not going in a good direction; it's really starting to bother me. I'm pretty sure the reason I'm either losing my friends, or "drifting" away from them is because I don't do that, I actually stick up for myself. I appreciate that they don't pressure me to do any of that too.

My boyfriend and I seem to be doing much better since this past weekend, it's amazing how things change. Honestly, at this point in my life, I could care less what anyone thinks about our relationship. Around summertime, before I move away for college, I plan on saving up enough money to buy him a promise ring. I am already writing a long letter, telling him everything I promise I will do, and will not do, when I'm away from him at college. When I get enough money to buy him the ring, I will put it on his finger and read out loud my letter, hopefully he doesn't think this is stupid, because it sure as hell means a lot to me.

I guess I'm lifting alone today, that should be fun. I have class later, which I'm even more ecstatic for. I still have to finish typing a two page paper for sociology, which I definately think it will NOT be that long. Ugh.

I have a headache.